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Wczoraj wieczorem już miałam nadzieję, że pusty sen się uda. Już zaczynałam szykować się do spania, kiedy natrafiłam na poniższy artykuł:

Daniel Kelley napisał(a):The fundamental skill to learn during this training is surrender of your need for control. Anyone who's ever ingested a powerful psychedelic will attest to this basic tenet, and Conscious Sleep is a psychedelic experience. Besides the actual transition from Awake to Asleep, there's a specific point during the sleep-cycle when you actually die as a conscious being. I call this threshold, The Veil, and it truly is an experience of annihilation on all levels of being and knowing. In fact, it feels as if the entire universe is being swallowed up in an eternal grave. But if you can persevere past this point you'll discover that, far from being the end of the world, you've just encountered the beginning of a new one.

https://behindtheveil.simdif.com/blog.html

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